Ever since the surgery, and that terrible flight, standing the pain and the frustration, anger and loneliness, I can not help but feel sad every time I am on a plane...
It's like my mind has a scar so deep inside, no matter why I am travelling, no matter who I'm with, no matter where I am going... I cry.
I can not understand why, I am healthy, I feel no pain, I am not scared... but that same feeling hunts me down and finds me 23000 ft above the ground... and I feel lonely, so very lonely... and I miss everyone, my husband, my mother, and even harder to ignore, I miss my father... for 11 years I've missed him, so it's hard not to cry whenever I think of him.
They say time cures it all... well it doesn't if anything, time has made me miss him more, need him more, regret it more.
It's like my mind has a scar so deep inside, no matter why I am travelling, no matter who I'm with, no matter where I am going... I cry.
I can not understand why, I am healthy, I feel no pain, I am not scared... but that same feeling hunts me down and finds me 23000 ft above the ground... and I feel lonely, so very lonely... and I miss everyone, my husband, my mother, and even harder to ignore, I miss my father... for 11 years I've missed him, so it's hard not to cry whenever I think of him.
They say time cures it all... well it doesn't if anything, time has made me miss him more, need him more, regret it more.
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