so... I married believing we'd last... I married believing I was the most important person in the world for someone else... and I believed that I couldn't find anyone else to share such a caring, trustworthy comforting love.
I guess I was wrong all along. The man I married turned out to be a lying, cheating and careless man...
But the dumbass here is me... because I believed all those things, because despite the first, I allowed him to do it two, three, four... so many times.
And I kept forgiving him... or at least trying to forgive him.
We've been apart a couple of weeks... when he said goodbye, he promised he'd get me back, he'd show me he loved me, and that we'd work things out because we are meant to be together... stupid me, I believed him again...
And two weeks have passed and I know I can not count on him... and for sure he hasn't proven that he loves me nor he cares about me... he only cares about "making extra cash and working"...because he says he is always busy doing that, yet in our time together, I never got to see or enjoy of a little extra cash and he kept paying the minimum amount of things around.
Is there someone else?... maybe
It doesn't even matter...
What I know is that he doesn't care.
Am I so hard to love? Am I not worthy of love?
well... maybe not...
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